well, school's almost starting in 2 days...im in such a fucked up state right now i dont even know why im living, shure i get alot of attention from girls, but not the one girl i want attention from, its super fucking annoying, this year at school imma get my notes up and focus on school, work, girls and Art; i've been trying to get some motivation. but ever since i got back into the world of love things just got fucked up...

its realy sucks...

now im dating this girl, i dont even see her, i talk to her on the phone for like 15minz not even she lives in the same city and i STILL CAN'T FUCKING SEE HER :@ god ...

fuck love is annoying sometimes, though sexx isn't hahaha
even though its been what almost 6monthes from now, since my last "in Bed"

and i've noticed every girl i meet and hook up with is older than me.
my last, but current relationship is with a 17yr old blond, and i just turned 16, 2days ago *Woot*

And FOR FUCK SAKES MY FUCKING WIRELESS BROKE DOWN AGAIN aug17

its such a depressing life i have, its sooo confusing.

well dA, i know no ones might not read this, but thx for letting me poor my heart to the world in someway

Serge c